Yet another kick in the teeth

[Dee]

Well you'd think after a year of battling cancer, having my daughter taken off me by the ex husband, battling to get her home again, and Jools falling off his bike something *BLEEP*ing good would happen, but no the hits just keep on coming

We just found out today that Jools has now lost his *BLEEP*ing job as they cant keep the position open for him till he gets better as the surgeon can put a time on how long that will be. 

So unless our luck changes and he manages to get a job, or we win the *BLEEP*ing lottery we wont be going to many meets or shows, so another year down the *BLEEP*ing pan.

Life is *BLEEP*ing *BLEEP*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rant over, as you can probably tell I'm beyond *BLEEP*ed off, I'm *BLEEP*ing suicidal 

[Cee]

Oh boy  My thoughts are with you both.. fingers, arms, legs .. eyes.. crossed for you getting some luck soon <hug>

[Dee]

Thx Cee, feeling a little better now, went out and spent a couple of hours washing and polishing the car, always helps.
AndyS came round with some food and games for the playstation and he and Jools had some fun racing cars and playing the guitar thingy, with little Katie so its helped us both really and much happier tonight 

[paul_gt4]

Jeez Dee i thought i got shafted, not good news at all, you both keep the chins up and it'll all come better with time..........

[Dee]

Cheers Paul, its just one thing after another at the mo hon, but hey, we'll keep fighting and it has to pay off one day I'm sure 

[paul_gt4]

yeah its like a slot machine it'll keep taking but soon enough it'll be all smiles

[Dee]

Lets hope so.  Down day today as had to return my little girl to my ex, the sooner we get this custody thing sorted the better because its getting harder every week having to hand her back over, I just feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders at the mo, I dont want to talk, go out, eat, anything, I just feel very low.  I had a few of these days when I was ill and I do come out the other side I guess I just need a pick me up to get me on my merry way again 

[nev520]

I'm sorry to hear about all your bad luck,
I sincerely hope things get better soon,
You deserve it after all you've both been through.
Remember you still have each other and your beautiful daughter.
All the best for the future

Nev

[ChrisW]

Well said Nev, ditto

[Dee]

Aw thx guys, that was lovely Nev thanks. 

Got up this morning feeling much better, though still fed up.  Going to take my bassets for a nice long walk, get their claws down, and see if we have had anything go in the bank.  Was thinking a couple of days away in the tent with Jools and the Bassets might do us both the world of good and its nice and cheap.  Fingers crossed we have some pennies 

[calam]

you could start up your valeting service now
sorry to hear of your bad luck...again. things can only look up from now on though. keep smiling.

ps. couldnt u take them to a tribunal. i thought there are laws against this kind of thing?